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TMI Tuesday: February 24, 2015

Hook-ups:  A cultural revolution

Hookups - brief uncommitted sexual encounters between individuals who are not romantic partners or dating each other.

“Hookups have emerged from more general social shifts taking place during the last century. Hookups began to become more frequent in the 1920s, with the upsurge of automobiles and novel entertainment, such as movie theaters. Instead of courting at home under a parent’s watchful eye, young adults left the home and were able to explore their sexuality more freely.

By the 1960s, young adults became even more sexually liberated, with the rise of feminism, widespread availability of birth control and growth of sex-integrated college party events. Today, sexual behavior outside of traditional committed romantic pair-bonds has become increasingly typical and socially acceptable (Bogle, 2007, 2008).” — Source

Jack's Answers

1. When was your last hook-up?
For the purposes of this post and my answers, I need to ask whether we are talking about one-night stands, or ongoing hookups (i.e. what is commonly known as a fuckbuddy or friends with benefits situation).  Or are we talking about both?  I feel like my answers are going to grow increasingly wordy as I try to answer the question in both ways.  My last spontaneous hookup was...you know, it was more years ago than I can really recall at the moment.  I've never had a problem with casual sex, really (though I find sex much more exciting when it's with someone I've known to some extent beforehand, if only because it's almost a sure thing that I've spent some time wondering what she looks like without her clothes, or what she sounds like when she comes).  That being said, all of my extracurricular dalliances since meeting Jill have occurred with some manner of planning or at least forethought.  Depending on how one might define the term, the last such hookup I've experienced was either a threesome Jill and I had, or a solo hookup, both of which occurred in December.

2. Briefly describe the hook-up?
The threesome was with the manager of a major chain copying, printing and shipping store.  We were having a photo enlarged, and while waiting for it we struck up a conversation with her.  When it was clear that the three of us were hitting it off well, she said that we should all go out for coffee or drinks.  At the time we weren't sure if she was saying it in jest, or perhaps to be polite, so rather than laughing it off I told her that sounded great.  She quickly wrote down her number, and we ended up calling two nights later.  We met at a bar, and after one round she asked if we wanted to go hang out at her place.  Bear in mind that we really had no idea whether she was interested in us sexually - though she was very expressive with her body language, we didn't make any assumptions.  However, once we were at her place she became very flirty, especially with Jill.  Things progressed naturally from there.  As for the solo hookup, it was with a trainer at the gym where Jill and I work out.  She and I had sex a couple times in summer, and I was pleasantly surprised when she texted me shortly before Christmas.

3. How did you feel physically and emotionally after your last hook-up?
Good and good.  Triumphant.  Not clingy or weird.

Kind of like this.

4. Are you still acquainted with the person from your hook-up?

I've got their numbers in my phone, but I'm not in regular contact with either one.  However, it's not like I've forgotten their names or anything.

5. How often do you engage in hook-ups?

Not very often.  When the opportunity arises and Jill is okay with me pursuing it, I guess.  And that's probably sufficient.

6. What do you like most about engaging in hook-ups?

I like sex with multiple people (whether all at once, or one at a time).  I don't like having to limit myself to one single partner, even if my primary partner reaps more of the benefits of my existence than any of the others.  To me, the thought of being locked into a single sexual relationship for the remainder of my life sounds like hell on earth, and I say that with the knowledge that my wife is the best sexual partner I've ever had.  If I absolutely had to be monogamous - and I did, for awhile - I would manage.  But I'm glad that, at least for now, I don't have to.  Having said that, I appreciate the variety that hookups provide.  I'm not just talking about sex, though that is mostly what I'm talking about.  I just like spending time with different women who have different interests, different backgrounds, different lives, different looks, different bodies, etc.  

Sometimes you just get the chocolate, and sometimes you get the Golden Ticket as well.

Bonus: Are you married and having hook-ups?

Yes and yes.

Jill's Answers

1. When was your last hook-up?

I don't know if it counts because there was no penetration, but the last time I fooled around with someone was about a year ago.  Before that, though, was shortly before Jack and I met, so more than ten years ago now.  

2. Briefly describe the hook-up?

I attended a going-away party at a bar for a friend I've known going back to junior high school.  There were about fifteen of us there, mostly women but a few guys as well, and many eyes were fixed on my breasts as I'd chosen a low-cut top that showed off my cleavage.  I flirted openly with most of the guys and some of the women, the ones I knew were unattached at least.  We drank and danced, and more than a couple people who happened to be at the bar but weren't part of our group came over to drink with us.  As the night wore on, the group thinned out to about ten, and then five or six.  More comfortable with a smaller crowd, I kind of cut loose at this point.  I turned up the flirting with the two brothers who remained, and though I was interested in both of them I focused mainly on one over the other.  Thanks to alcohol, flirting, and dirty dancing, by the time the last five of us (the brothers, a female friend, the female friend who was moving away and myself) reconvened at the home of one of the ladies a block away from the bar, I was relaxed and very, very horny.  Impulsively and without much thought for what everyone else present might think, I kissed one of the brothers on my friend's couch, then offered him a tour of the house in the hopes of continuing our fun away from prying eyes.  We made a stop in the hall bathroom and we made out.  He felt me up, and I touched his cock through his pants.  He was as hard as I was wet, and after a few minutes I gently moved his hand down my body.  He got the message, hiked up my skirt, and began to caress me through my panties.  We probably would have taken things further right there had one of the ladies not walked in.  At that point we rejoined the party, but we left before much longer, and walked up to the bar where our cars were still parked.  He asked if I wanted to come back to his place.  I told him, perhaps wisely, that I shouldn't.  But I still gave him head in his truck.

3. How did you feel physically and emotionally after your last hook-up?

I felt exhilarated, both physically and emotionally.  It was a huge thrill, at least partially because I love giving pleasure, so making somebody come under the circumstances that I did, and just knowing that I turned him on that much, was very exciting.  Another reason for the thrill is that it is still so taboo to me.  While Jack and I have renegotiated our boundaries several times over the past few years, it's still not something that comes as naturally to me as it does to him.  While I enjoyed hooking up when I was single, part of my brain still wants to believe that I shouldn't be doing it now that I am married.  However, I also felt conflicted.  On the one hand, I really wanted him to fuck me.  On the other hand, I didn't know then, and maybe I still don't know, whether I was ready for that or whether I could have handled it if I had.  So more than anything I was left tremendously excited, and when I got home I wanted sex, naturally.

4. Are you still acquainted with the person from your hook-up?

Yes.  We're friends on Facebook.  Once in awhile he messages me, though as of yet he hasn't asked for another go.

At least he's not sending me game requests.

5. How often do you engage in hook-ups?

Not very often.  Most of what I do with other people still involves Jack in some way.

6. What do you like most about engaging in hook-ups?

That's hard to answer, because again, part of me is conflicted over it.  However, I do love sex, and I enjoy having sex with multiple partners.  Even though the majority of my recent experience in this regard has been in the context of threesomes, usually with women, I am becoming a lot more at-ease with regard to having sex without Jack present (at least in theory, if not necessarily in practice), because if I overcame my sex-with-multiple-partners at once hangup, I can probably overcome my solo-sex-outside-of-my-marriage hangup.  I guess what I'm trying to say is that what I like most about a hookup is definitely being with someone new.

Plus the electricity isn't bad.

Bonus: Are you married and having hook-ups?

Kind of.

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Sinful Sunday: Double Dose

Have you ever held an Eroscillator on your clit while the Hitachi pressed against your pussy?  It is indescribable.

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Deceitful Sunday: Why Honesty is Essential Online

On Friday, the Sinful Sunday community learned that two regular participants had stolen all of their images from other websites.  While I can't say for certain how long the two had taken part in the meme, nor how many other bloggers they managed to fool, both also had Twitter accounts.  I don't know whether they used that site to share any self-portraiture (or any photography at all, for that matter), but it can and should be assumed that any information they tweeted was also fraudulent.

Sorry, "they" refers to more than one individual.  Sinful Sunday creator Molly Moore has learned that comments from both individuals came from the same IP address, suggesting that a single party was behind both blogs and both Twitter accounts.  When confronted, rather than answering for his or her actions the individual deleted all of it, essentially erasing evidence of what he or she had done.

Some have asked why this is such a big deal.  The simplest answer is that Sinful Sunday expressly forbids such images.  Per the official rules:

Your post must contain a photograph (original drawing and paintings are acceptable) that you took or that someone took of you.

In other words, a photograph taken by your father of the house in which you lost your virginity wouldn't be eligible, unless you happen to be standing on the front lawn.  Even if you own the rights to the photograph, it goes against the first rule of Sinful Sunday.  (Technically speaking, it also goes against the second rule, which states that eligible photographs must have an "erotic/sensual feel", though provided the "loss of virginity" connection was played up, the photo would almost certainly be allowed.)

Beyond that, however, taking an image from an unrelated website and passing it off as one's own is theft.  It may be easy to justify stealing from some big faceless porn site - not that the size or corporate facelessness of the victim does in fact justify theft - but these aren't high-resolution publicity photos of handsomely-paid porn stars that are being misappropriated.  They are photos taken by amateurs, like virtually all of us who participate in the meme.  They are generally uncompensated financially for their artistry, and stealing their photos - whether for pay or otherwise - is an egregious offense.

When I expressed my outrage on Twitter Friday afternoon, somebody brought up the pre-Twitter days of online flirting, when one might log into IRC, ICQ, or a similar chat service for the purpose of finding a stranger with whom to talk dirty while masturbating.  It was undoubtedly common for a horny young male to believe he was chatting with a swimsuit model, never knowing that his online paramour was in actuality a man using the internet at the local library in violation of the terms of his parole.  In the 1990s this was such a common phenomenon that it essentially became a comedy cliché.

While I am unequivocally against the sort of deception that I have just described, in most cases a single online encounter with someone who is not what he or she claims to be is probably a case of little or no harm done.  As long as the person who is misrepresenting him- or herself isn't asking for money, attempting to provoke an emotional response that will not be requited, or setting up the other person for humiliation by revealing the truth, I fail to see the damage such a lie will cause. 

Additionally, I'm guessing that most guys who partake in semi-anonymous chat sessions understand that the supposed women with whom they're exchanging fantasies are probably men.

Additionally, there is little if any expectation of candor from a virtual one-night stand.  By definition there is no ongoing relationship, nor is there any actual physical contact between the two individuals.  A quick, meaningless dirty-talk-and-masturbation session is unlikely to include much in the way of an emotional connection, and when it's all over there is usually no further communication between the parties.  Without any deliberate emotional manipulation or acceptance of money or gifts under false pretenses, it seems like a victimless crime.  Which is not to say that such deceit is justifiable.

I may not condone it, but I can understand at least in theory why someone might get a sexual thrill out of pretending to be someone else online.  For some I'm guessing this sort of charade serves as an abstract role-playing exercise, while others undoubtedly derive power or control from deceiving another person.  For this sort, perhaps it is simply the knowledge that things are not as they appear that provides emotional or sexual satisfaction.

The most obvious motive that I can think of, however, is the exchange of pictures.  As someone who has spent his fair share of time using these chat services, I know all too well that for some users "Got any pics?" was as likely a lead-in as "a/s/l?"  For an unscrupulous user, a cache of stolen pictures was the equivalent of currency, suitable to be used in trade for more of the same.

So what benefit might one derive from setting up a fake blog and a fake Twitter account, and inventing a new persona?  Sorry, make that multiple fake blogs and fake Twitter accounts, as well as multiple new personas.  It seems like a lot of work just to pull the wool over the eyes of a trusting cohort, even if you're not actually creating original content.  (I have no idea whether these blogs featured any other posts beyond their weekly participation in Sinful Sunday.  It's difficult enough for us to come up with a couple new posts each week; I can't imagine having to write twice as many, each in a unique voice.)

I can probably rule out that the motive was trading pictures, as beyond commenting on all the other posts, participation in Sinful Sunday carries with it no implied quid pro quo.  Nor does blogging in general.  Nor does Twitter.  If an individual wants to see erotic photography (or read erotic writing) shared by another, there is no need to offer up something in return.  While a user can certainly spend much time visiting multiple blogs and collecting pictures should he or she wish to do so, there is no need to pretend to be someone else or even to interact in any way with those sharing them.

In my admittedly amateur opinion, it seems most likely that the perpetrator of this charade simply wanted to engage in role-playing, likely for sexual purposes.  If that is the case, he or she should have obtained consent from his or her partners, i.e. everyone who unwittingly went along for the ride, who commented on a Sinful Sunday post under false pretenses or interacted with him or her on Twitter.  There, as well as in the blogging community, long-term connections are easily made.  It is not uncommon to build strong, lasting friendships.  Because of this, trust is paramount amongst members.

And make no mistake, it is a community.  For some, it may be the only social network they have, either online or off.  For others, the connections and friendships made through Twitter and blogging are essential to their emotional or sexual development, as these are perhaps the only places where they can be completely honest about who they are.  In light of this, the violation of trust that has taken place is inexcusable.  Like most if not all of our fellow bloggers, and presumably most people in general, we place a premium on honesty.  We don't like having our trust abused.

It is disappointing that, for whatever reason, a shady individual sought to infiltrate Sinful Sunday in such a deceptive fashion.  However, it is not discouraging.  Having taken part in the meme since January 2012 and gotten to know many of my fellow bloggers, I realize that this is the exception as opposed to the rule.  Despite this revelation I can't see myself looking upon newcomers to this community with distrust.  It seems a horrible way to live.

If I'm wrong and the person (or conceivably people, though hereafter I will continue to refer to the individual singularly) created these accounts for the best possible reasons, perhaps wanting to belong but lacking the confidence to be herself, I wish she had taken the time to read a few blogs before she fabricated a false identity and forged a chain of untruths.  If she had done so, it would have quickly become clear that this is a very welcoming community.  I refer not just to Sinful Sunday and those who participate therein, but blogging in general.  In the circles in which we travel, all body types, shapes, sizes, and persuasions are accepted without any reservation.

In short, we trusted her to be straightforward.  I wish she would have trusted us to be accepting.

- Jack

A Long-Awaited Rendezvous 2015 (Part One of Three)

Part I: Anticipation

Becca stepped out of the cab, her purse slung over one shoulder and her overnight bag on the other. She paid the driver through his open window, then bid him a good day. By the time he'd pulled away from the curb she was already at the lobby doors.

She wouldn't have described the room as cavernous, exactly, but as she heard the echo of her heels clicking on the polished ceramic tiles she guessed that whoever first used that word to describe a large room was thinking of a place like this. Enormous marble columns seemed to hold up the ceiling like great stony arms reaching to the sky. Beautiful crystal chandeliers hanging twenty feet from the ceiling provided more elegance than illumination; each resembled a jeweled crown, but the real light came from a series of electric lamps that ringed the lobby.

The lobby bar looked warm and inviting as she passed. A dozen stools, five of them occupied, stood before a long wood-paneled counter. Four small tables with leather chairs surrounded the bar. A waiter in a classy black vest and tie carried a tray of cocktails to a couple sitting at one of the tables. She imagined taking a break from the evening's fun just long enough to come down for a drink.

As she approached the front desk she passed the most peculiar piece of abstract art: A quartet of burnished stone rings, each placed at staggered intervals along a metal rail. Actually, "rings" wasn't the right word. These were definitely hoops. They were big enough for the dolphins at Sea World to jump through. She looked at it for a moment, and it occurred to her that while it was an interesting piece, she couldn't tell what the point might be. The meaning, if there was one, eluded her. Maybe it was just another expensive flourish, like the the columns and the chandeliers.

Speaking of expensive flourishes, a shiny black parlor grand piano sat near the front desk. There was no one playing it, but she imagined a tuxedo-clad pianist performing for guests during peak hours. Right now, the lobby was almost empty, and she walked right up to the desk. The clerk was a well-dressed, impeccably-coiffed young woman with a pleasant smile on her face.

"Good afternoon. Are you checking in today?"

"I'm actually supposed to be meeting a guest of the hotel. He said you'd have to call up to his room.
He's in room..." She checked her phone for his text message. "Room 2704."

The desk clerk indicated that she would need the name of the guest. Becca told her, and the clerk dialed his room. The conversation was short, then she replaced the telephone handset and withdrew a plastic card from behind the counter. "He asked that you be given a key to the room." She placed the card into a small paper folder and wrote the room number on the outside. "As you said, room 2704."

As the elevator ascended, Becca felt the anticipation stirring within her. Her panties were damp with arousal. She was wearing a maxi-dress that reached her ankles and it was all she could do to keep from hiking it up and taking off some of the pressure. She looked around the elevator for signs of a camera. She couldn't see one, but in this kind of hotel it had to be there. That's all she needed: To give some bored security guard the show of his life. She silently reminded herself that the years-long desire she'd felt for him would be culminating in mere minutes. Every fantasy that had ever passed through her mind was on the verge of coming true. She was closer to him than she had ever been before.

When he had suggested finally meeting, she was intrigued. She had enjoyed the casual back-and-forth that had exemplified their relationship: an email here, a text message there, and perhaps a Skype session when they wanted to actually speak to each other face-to-face. Meeting in person on a regular basis or even an occasional one had simply not been feasible until now; nearly two thousand miles separated their homes, and the stress of air travel wasn't something he relished. The fact that she was a part-time student more or less ruled out the chances of her traveling recreationally.

He told her he was going to start a travel fund specifically for the purpose of flying out and meeting her. She found the idea and his enthusiasm cute, much like when a family puts money aside to take a vacation together, though this was hardly the same thing. Although she didn't think he'd really do it, she enjoyed the occasional message he'd sent her whenever he added money to the fund. It took him almost a year after he first made the suggestion, but eventually he texted her the good news.

The doors opened onto the twenty-seventh floor and she stepped out. Her heels fell onto plush red carpeting and she followed signs to his room. As she neared room 2704 she realized that she was nervous, but it was a good feeling, not unlike when you're at a surprise party and the unwitting guest of honor is about to walk through the door. She had been to many surprise parties, but none of them had ended up like she hoped this little party would end: With both of them naked, covered in sweat and tangled up in silk bedsheets as they lay intertwined.

She stood in front of the door to his room and brought the key card close to the lock, but she couldn't make herself insert it. Was she supposed to just walk right in? She raised a fist to the door as if to knock, but then felt silly doing so. He'd asked that she be given a key, so obviously he wanted her to walk right in. She imagined him soaking in a jacuzzi tub and beckoning her in. Or maybe he was already lying in bed, atop the covers amidst velvety red rose petals. She imagined quickly stripping off her clothes and climbing on top of him, riding him energetically until they both climaxed.

She felt the anticipation building and quickly pushed the key card into the lock. A light beside the slot quickly turned green and she twisted the handle downward, to no avail. She tried the handle again, upward this time, then re-inserted the card. The green light came on once again, so she tried the handle. Both directions. No luck. She looked at the shiny brass plate beside the door and confirmed that she was in the right place. The engraved numerals corresponded to the room number in his text message. It occurred to her that maybe she was just going too fast for the lock to keep up; she was feeling impatient, after all.

She waited a few seconds to make sure that the green light had gone out, effectively giving the locking mechanism time to reset, and then she tried the key card again. When the light turned green, she took a deep breath. She slowly exhaled, then placed her hand on the handle but by that time the light had been extinguished. She let out a sigh of frustration, then tried again. This time the light flashed a disapproving red. The next attempt yielded the expected green, and she pulled the handle downward, then upward, all the while pressing her shoulder into the door.

"Oh, for - " She gave up and balled her hand into a fist, rapping three times on the heavy wood. She expected him to come to the door in a bathrobe, dripping wet from the tub, and wondered what she might say to him by way of apology. She'd blame the stupid door, of course. Or the woman downstairs, who seemed so helpful but obviously didn't have a clue about how to program a key card. Maybe it was her first day on the job.

She could feel her cheeks flushing, and tried to keep it together. No! There was no reason to apologize. He wouldn't be upset that she couldn't get the key to work. Even if he was mildly inconvenienced, he'd feel differently about it once he got a look at what was under her dress.

She heard a click from within, and the door slowly opened. The sight of him standing on the other side took her breath away. He wasn't naked, or wrapped in a towel. He was completely dressed, in a pair of jeans and a loose-fitting T-shirt. He still had his shoes on, even. But the sight of him there, right in front of her, close enough to touch! Becca was fairly certain she'd never swooned before, but she was sure that this is what it felt like.

"Hi." His voice was soft and welcoming, and he motioned her into the room. "They didn't give you a key?"

"No, they did," she said as she stepped inside. "I tried it over and over again but it didn't work."

He nodded as she spoke, considering each of her words. "That happened to me a couple times. It's tricky. I'm sorry about that."

She didn't answer. She was too busy admiring the king-size bed. A wide and luxurious mattress was topped with an impeccably-fitted white duvet and three soft pillows, and the entire thing butted up against an oak headboard. Two nighttables flanked the bed, each with a tall porcelain lamp. All she wanted to do was pull back the covers and climb in with him; she had waited far too long to be restrained any longer.

To be continued...

TMI Tuesday: February 17, 2015

This week on TMI Tuesday let’s talk sexual expectations or…

Jack's Answers

1. What are some challenges related to your sex life?

The only real challenges, or more accurately obstacles, to our sex life come in the form of an unfortunate lack of both time and energy.  As you are no doubt aware, we are the parents of an extremely rambunctious young girl.  She doesn't nap, barely sleeps at night, and while she is fully capable of the sort of independence one would expect of a child her age, she likes nothing more than to be in the same room as Jill and I.  Some evenings, by the time she has finally fallen asleep for the night and Jill and I have handled all of the standard housekeeping matters - house tidied up, dinner dishes washed, laundry done, everything prepared for the following day - there is neither time nor energy left for sex.  That's not to say that we don't make it a priority; to compensate for the lack of late-night shenanigans we sometimes have sex early in the morning before our daughter is awake, or else in the late afternoon or early evening while she's distracted with books or television.  But Jill and I would still like to finish our day with sex as well.  At the very least, however, we live in the same house.  At various points in our relationship we lived far apart.  That is infinitely worse.

2. Is quality or quantity most important?

Definitely quantity over quality.  Before you jeer my answer, let me elaborate:  I don't think I've ever had bad sex.  That's not a boast; while I've certainly played a role in all of the good sex I've had over the years, my claim is more of a statement about the quality of my partners than of myself, and I hope that they would say the same of me if asked.  Therefore, quality isn't as important to me as it might be to some.  As long as my partner wants to be there, and as long as the situation is somewhat intimate and pleasurable, that's quality as far as I'm concerned; to me, having sex with a partner beats not having sex with a partner any day.  And while I've had relatively indifferent sex, or sex where I really wasn't that into the other person, I wouldn't classify it as bad.  In almost all cases I've just been grateful to be invited to the party, so to speak.  

Especially if there's ice cream!

3. How much sex is enough?

I don't know, but I haven't reached my max yet.

4. I want to have more _____ .

Variety with regard to my sexual partners.  Flirting with women without any explicit expectation of sex.  Opportunities to see women I know naked.  Long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days.  Intimacy that doesn't necessarily lead to orgasm.  Midday masturbation sessions.  Ice cream.  

Am I turning you on?

5. I would like to attempt new sex positions such as _____ .

I thought about coming up with a smart-assed answer to this question, i.e. a hypothetical, implausible position with a ridiculous name and an overly elaborate description that can only be achieved by invertebrates.  But then I decided to play it straight.  The truth is that Jill and I probably rely on a half-dozen separate positions in the typical non-rushed sex session.  We have been known to utilize others on occasion, when the mood strikes us and we fancy something a bit different.  Having said that - and unable to speak for my wife - I have no pressing need to try any specific new position, but I will gladly do so when one comes to our attention.

6. I would like to stop doing _____ sex position.

Obviously the position of the blank precludes me from giving as in-depth an answer as I would like to give.  I mean, I could say "the spastic crane" or "the hiccoughing Wookiee", if these were actual sex positions, but again, the wording of the question and the placement of the blank doesn't permit me to elaborate on exactly what the position entails.  It's a moot point; there are no positions in which I regularly engage that I would like to stop.  We admittedly do not regularly utilize the sort of positions that exist mainly to impress visually but are not practical for sex; those in which we do regularly engage, while typical, never fail to satisfy.

Nor does ice cream.

7. To me foreplay means _____ .

Foreplay means a hopefully extended and period of leisurely, unfocused (and often not goal-driven) stimulation and pleasure not limited only to the physical realm.  Foreplay can be mental and emotional as well, and often should be.  While writing this response, I decided to do a Google search for "foreplay definition" just to see how the professionals define it.  One of the first results was from Urban Dictionary, and included the following: 

The act of sexually arousing your lover before you partake in having sex. The fore is derrived [sic] from before. Usually the woman initiates it by either giving the man a handjob or a blowjob.

I have no words.

8. Something I think about a lot related to sex is _____ .
How to have more of it with other people.

Bonus: Tell us something you love about your sex life.
Honestly, I'm just grateful that I have one.

Jill's Answers

1. What are some challenges related to your sex life?

Time is probably the biggest challenge for me.  Energy too, I guess, but that's directly related to the lack of time.  Also, and I don't mean this to sound as mean as it's probably going to sound, but our daughter being around is a huge challenge.  And my in-laws, who frequently stay with us.  They tend to walk into our room with little warning, or even just knocking on the bedroom door when it's clear that we don't want to be disturbed.  And they make a hell of a lot of noise just outside of our bedroom.  I realize it's not that large a house, but go play somewhere else, please.

2. Is quality or quantity most important?

I'd love to have both, and sometimes we do manage to have both.  But if I had to choose one over the other, I'd definitely opt for quality.  Quantity is nice, but I don't want a lot of lousy sex.  I'd rather have a little great sex.  I don't want pain.  I don't want awkwardness.  I don't want stress, like the kind that comes with worrying that someone's going to come barging in.

This is exactly what it's like.

3. How much sex is enough?

I don't think it's ever enough.  Even when our daughter was much younger and would regularly nap, and Jack and I were sometimes having sex twice a day five or more days a week, it was never enough.  I guess when I'm sore or tired or in desperate need of sleep, maybe that's enough.  But I've never actually told a partner, or at least a partner who was good at it, "That's plenty, thanks."  I've said that I'm satisfied, but I've never thought, "Okay, I can stop now.  No more of that for today, please."  Usually when I do want to stop, it's only reluctantly because I need sleep.

This is probably too much sex.

4. I want to have more _____ .

Orgasms.  I always want more orgasms.  And head.  I can't get enough of that.  Wouldn't mind more hot makeout sessions, especially with women.  It's been awhile since I've had one of those.  Actually if I could combine all three of these things that would be perfect.

5. I would like to attempt new sex positions such as _____ .

Something involving a swing.  I've never used one of those, and I think it could be fun.  Jack and I have sex in a lot of positions, and there isn't a lot that we enjoy that we don't already do regularly.  Maybe if I was a bit thinner we could manage some new positions, but our sex life isn't sufficiently lacking that I'm going to go on a crash diet or something.

6. I would like to stop doing _____ sex position.

Being interrupted?  Does that count as a sex position?  If so, I'd like to stop doing that one immediately.  Seriously, though, there aren't any positions that I really dislike.  If there was one, I would have informed Jack before now and we would have stopped.  I don't need to use this blog to inform him that, say, cowgirl just isn't doing it for me.  (Note:  It totally is.)

7. To me foreplay means _____ .

Cuddling.  Kissing.  Touching.  Getting my clit sucked.  Getting fisted.  For me, it's anything that's not penetrative (i.e. penis-in-vagina) sex.  It doesn't matter if these activities lead to or include orgasm.  For some reason I consider anything that doesn't involve penetrative intercourse (but rather precedes it) to be foreplay.

Not to be confused with "for play".

8. Something I think about a lot related to sex is _____ .

I regularly think about pretty much all areas of sex, whether I'm actively fantasizing or just daydreaming.  I think about kissing and heavy petting.  Someone touching my clit.  Sucking cock.  Sucking cocks.  Fisting.  Having my G-spot stimulated.  I think about lying in afterglow, my chest rising and falling with each breath.  I remember past experiences and how good they felt.  I imagine how exquisite the next time will be.  Often this line of thinking will lead to more, or at least to masturbation.

Bonus: Tell us something you love about your sex life.

I love that I get to have lots of orgasms.  Jack is a very generous lover, easily the most thoughtful and caring I've ever had.  He always makes sure that I'm totally satisfied, and sometimes he will put his own orgasm on hold to give me a couple more just because he can tell that I'm getting close.  Sometimes when we're rushed, it means he won't get to come at all.  

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